I've been dealing with a lot of stuff lately....I mean, I'm just a mess right now. On top of a very chaotic turn of events at my job, I also had to put my best friend, my kitty of 16 years to sleep. He was the only pet we has. Last week, he had started acting strangely and completely stopped eating, and the vet agreed that it was probably related to his long time eye infection. But yeah. his body had already started to shut down, so it was just his time I guess. Even though I'm grieving still...and completely stressed out, I've tried to find things to do that make me happiest.
Believe it or not, the cure-all for me when I'm really down and out isn't drawing, but music. I've found myself obsessively composing music....even wrote a small piece dedicated to my kitty cat, since painting him might make me more depressed. Sadly, with everything going on lately, you might not see much of me for a while. I'll still most likely turn up here and there to respond to feedback and whatnot, but with life as it is now, don't expect to see me super active here on DA.
Peace and love,
~Steph
PS: I've been working on sort of a funeral dirge piece for a game mod. I'm finally starting to put it in orchestral form, if you would like to hear a quick preview. Think of it as a final farewell from me to the creative world, or so to speak....at least for now.
[link]Until next time.
